I was reading in Mere Christianity by C.S. Lewis
today, when I read something that got me thinking: “Strictly speaking, there
are no such things as good and bad impulses.
Think once again of a piano. It
has not got two kinds of notes on it, the ‘right ones’ and the ‘wrong ones.’ Every single note is right at one time and
wrong at another. The Moral Law is not
any one instinct or set of instincts: it is something which makes a kind of
tune (the tune we call goodness or right conduct) by directing the instincts.”
This connects well with something I once heard from
someone much wiser than I: all sin is a perversion of something created by God
for good. Sexual sin is a perversion of
sex, which created for the marriage relationship, which He calls “good.” Sins of the tongue such as lying, slander,
and filthy speech are perversions of speech, which God gave us so we could
worship Him and build each other up.
Satan is not very creative. That
fact relates just as much to emotion and impulse as it does to speech and sex,
which brings me to the point of this article: anger.
Anger is an interesting thing. When you become angry, your body temperature
rises, you clench your fists, and find it necessary to breathe heavier
than normal. Anger can lead you to believe you have
suddenly become The Hulk, or to become convinced that your sweet little sister
is actually Satan incarnate. Now, reread
the last sentence. Anger sounds like a
pretty bad thing, right? However, like
all emotions, anger was given to us for a reason.
Jesus is very patient. Most of us would become furious realizing that
one of our closest friends had betrayed us or being crucified for a crime that
we didn’t commit. Not Jesus. He did, however, become angry. Twice in His life here on Earth, in John 2
and in Matthew 21, he drives vendors out of the temple, overturning tables,
driving out the animals, and even making an impromptu whip for a little extra “encouragement.” I’ve done some things out of anger, but I’ve
never made a whip on the spot. So why
then? Why did Jesus become angry then
but not the other times? The answer is
very humbling. Let’s compare this event
to the betrayal of Judas. Why was Jesus
angry about the misuse of the temple, but not about the betrayal of Judas? The answer is in who the focus is on. Jesus was angry about the misuse of the
temple because it showed blatant disregard for God. The betrayal of Judas was against Jesus, not
God. In other words, He became angry
over disregard for God, not when His rights were violated.
We often have the wrong focus when it comes to
anger. We think “I have a right to be
angry because my rights have been violated, so I am going to take every step
legally permissible in order to right the wrong.” Anger is not inherently wrong. It should be used when we see people
blatantly disregarding our Father.
Otherwise, we have become self-focused and selfish. Let’s take a step back and see who it is we
really care about pleasing: God or us?
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